Virginia Woolf famously wrote a speech, which she later
turned into a short book, about the importance for a writer of having a ‘room
of one’s own’. In this particular case, Woolf’s focus was on female writers at
a time where women in Britain were just struggling towards greater levels of
emancipation and Woolf herself was seen as a kind of vanguard, being a women of
independence and great vision, as her works of fiction continue to lay
testament to. In the book ‘A Room of One’s Own’ Woolf addresses the question of
how women can venture into a writing career, and her view is that without
economic and physical freedom such a hope is illusory at best. It is an
insightful point. Economic and physical freedom remain a significant issue for
women around the world even today, and in many cases for women economic freedom
beyond the level of dire poverty remains an illusory hope. Freedom from
oppression, freedom from physical or sexual violence, for the majority of women
remains an aspiration though in some areas we have, perhaps, made a little
progress. It is only, sometimes, by reading a treatise so old (it was written
in 1928) that we come to realise how little has really changed. A Room of One’s
Own is a great, short, feminist work that elucidates many of the problems for
women in achieving their aspirations in life. Like all of Woolf’s work, it is
not an easy read, her writing is
simultaneously dense and nebulous, but it is definitely a worthwhile one.
But this blog is not about feminism, but rather why that work
has been on my mind for the last couple of weeks. I have been in the process of
creating a room of my own, a writing and reading room. I have not done this
without help, I should point out, in fact my husband has been a driving force
in this transformation and I’ve been very grateful for the considerable effort
he’s put into achieving this goal. How it happened is this: until recently I’d
been writing in the dining room. In the dining room we had a lovely oak table,
eight seater, which took up the bulk of the room. The chairs are extremely
uncomfortable. There was also a matching sideboard, a tall bookcase and loads
and loads of junk. You see, we didn’t use the dining room very often. Mostly we
eat at the kitchen table, which seats six (but extends to eight) or in the
living room, and occasionally, when we have visitors, we will tidy the dining
room and use the table. This happens, at best, 2 or 3 times a year. Most of the
rest of the time the dining room is shut away or I am shut away in it, feeling
like an interloper.
For a long time now, I have dreamed of a quiet room filled
with books. My books, until recently, were stored in communal areas: the
hallway, the landing. They were double stacked, so only half of them were on
view at any time and often the books in the back row were forgotten. I dreamed
of a room with rows and rows of shelves stuffed with books, and comfy chairs
for sitting in and reading at, and blankets for warmth, and soft lighting and
no TV and no technology, except for my laptop of course which I could use for
writing. There is something extremely attractive about silence, to me. The idea
of a quiet room, forgetting the books and the comfy chairs and all those
trappings, somewhere I can go and think and be at peace, makes me feel comforted.
I am quite adept at drowning out noise: my workplace is noisy, my train
journeys equally so, and I have learned that in order to think I have to be
able to fade that noise into the background. I am not always successful. Yet,
still, a quiet room to call my own is like my safe harbour in a storm. It is
something I need, but have never really had.
Recently we’ve started talking about this more seriously,
perhaps because I am making a much more concerted effort to bring writing into
my daily routine. The dining room was okay, but not a particularly effective
space for writing. I know environment shouldn’t be hugely important, yet I
think it is. Creative a space which is conducive to your writing, I think, is
an essential part of the journey. Or if not creating, discovering. For some
writers maybe a crowded cafe will be the right space, or a library with the
right kind of ambiance (I am thinking, here, of the lovely gothic reading room
in the John Rylands library), or maybe somewhere green with a river flowing and
a slowly decaying wooden bench.
For me, converting one room in the house into a space in
which I can write and read and think quietly is a boon. We finally committed to
this a couple of weeks ago when, quite by accident, we discovered a typewriter
in an antiques shop and, at £9.50, we just had
to get it. I love typewriters, I’ve wanted one for a long time. My typewriter
is an Olivetti Dora portable typewriter and it’s great. What’s more, kids love
it. Both my kids and kids that have visited have spent an age tapping away at
its keys. Then I found a wonderful writing bureau for sale, secondhand, on
Gumtree. I used to have a writing bureau when I was a child, and I’d loved it.
I’d spent hours at that desk doing my homework or writing or reading the old
set of Australian encyclopaedias my Mum and Dad had brought back with them
which were stashed in the glass fronted shelves at the bottom of the bureau. I
knew that my writing desk had to be a bureau. We were lucky to pick up the one
we did; it isn’t in perfect condition, there is damage to the edges and the
leather rest needs replacing and there is some bleaching to the wood, but to me
it is perfect. It has been loved, used, abused a little perhaps. It has
character, it has stories. The lady who was selling the bureau was doing so
reluctantly and I wish I could show her, already, how much I love it, how much
it means to me. It made me realise that mostly when we have bought furniture I
haven’t cared too much about it, but this piece of furniture is already special
to me.
Then one evening I came home and my husband had removed the
dining table from the room and the next thing I know he is demanding to know
what kinds of shelves I want putting up and suddenly we’re off to Ikea and a
couple of days later I have a wall full of shelves just waiting to be filled
with books. That’s when the hard work really began. Moving and organising books
is always a trial as this blog expresses so neatly, especially when you have a very large book collection, as I do. Book moving
day looked like this:
(and that’s not all my books. Agh!). And after a day’s worth
of trial and effort, of sorting and re-sorting and bending and lifting and
carrying we discovered there weren’t enough shelves, so my husband went and got
some more and we ended up with this:
A lot better, isn’t it? Everyone loves the new room. We
still need to get some comfy chairs and a rug would be nice and some little
side tables that we can use to perch a glass of wine on and a Scrabble board.
But we can take our time over that. For now it is just wonderful to have a
nice, quiet, peaceful room. Right now I am sitting at my writing bureau typing
away and all I can hear is the whirring of the hard drive and the sweet
chirping of the birds outside and my husband vaguely prowling around the house
looking for things to do, and it is blissful.
This got me thinking about the writing rooms of other
writers. Here are some interesting examples:
Proust’s
‘soundproofed’ room
Proust famously lined his writing room with cork to limit
the noise, shuttered the windows and drew the blinds. A sickly man who rarely
left his room, instead he focused his attention on his epic exploration of
memory and time (which I will never, ever finish). This picture is a replica of Proust’s writing
room from the Musée Carnavalet in
Paris.
Roald Dahl’s shed
Roald Dahl’s famed shed in Great Missenden, Buckinghamshire
is now part of a museum dedicated to the art of storytelling. Dahl wrote his
wonderful children’s novels here. In some parts of London, this would be a ‘house’
retailing for something in the region of £250,000. It’s also gorgeous. Rumour
has it that no one was allowed in the hut, and no one was allowed to clean, but
if that was true how is it that we have pictures of Dahl in his hut? Curious.
Virginia Woolf’s room
of her own
If you read Virginia Woolf’s excellent diaries, she talks a
lot about her house at Rodmell, Sussex, from which she can walk out into the country,
along the River Ouse, and at which she had the ‘room of her own’, a little
writing lodge in the garden, where she produced most of her most famous works.
Tove Jansson’s Island
Perhaps a bit extreme, but I can see the appeal of an
‘island of one’s own’. The island is as much a character in Jansson’s books as
anyone else, if not the most enduring one.
What is interesting about all of these writing places, and
when you start reading more about writing rooms, is how many writers had sheds
or huts completely separate to their home to do their writing in. I suppose
this makes a lot of sense: going to the shed at the bottom of the garden
creates a break between home responsibility and the job of writing and in that
distance between back door and shed door the writer can emerge. Creating a
space in which you write, and only write, is something that perhaps helps to
ease the journey between the ordinary version of you and the you that creates.
It’s an interesting idea. My writing room isn’t just a writing room, it’s a
shared space in which I can write and my family can read and play games and
share quiet time with each other. It’s not perfect, but it is a lot better than
where I was before. But writing this blog has got me wondering: perhaps there
is room in my garden for a shed...?
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