“death cannot harm me
more than you have
harmed me,
my beloved life.”
I think that was the point that I fell in love with this
collection, coming from the third part of a series of poems under the name of
October that form the first pass in Louise Glück’s collection Averno. The title
of the collection refers to a small crater lake in southern Italy which was
believed by the Roman’s to be the entrance to the underworld. So, in this
collection, Glück explores the line between life and death, the point at which
we look into the abyss and see our end before us. Perhaps this is not a
surprising subject as Glück herself had turned 60 at the time of writing this
collection so perhaps she too is standing on the edge of the crater, facing her
own end.
Despite the subject matter, this is not an entirely melancholy
collection. If anything it is quite clinical, detached. This is, perhaps, an
accusation which has been flung at Glück over the years, that her poems lack
emotion, that she is clinical as a poet. I think this is what I enjoy about
her. Her poetry is clean, it is logical, Glück concerns herself with semantics,
exploring the meaning of words and their intent. When reading Glück’s poems, a
kind of wisdom shines through, a clarity. As she expresses here, in the fifth
section of October:
“It is true there is
not enough beauty in the world.
It is also true that I
am not competent to restore it.
Neither is their
candour, and here I may be of some use.”
Candour is certainly something that shines through her
poems. Candour and wisdom. Sometimes the poems are obscure, sometimes they seem
like a logical puzzle. Like here, in the series Prism which explores Glück’s
relationship with her parents, her sister and the question of love:
“19.
The room was quiet.
That is, the room was
quiet but the lovers were breathing.
In the same way, the
night was dark.
It was dark, but the
stars shone.
The man in bed was one
of several men
to whom I gave my
heart. The gift of the self,
that is without limit.
Without limit, though
it recurs.
The room was quiet. It
was an absolute,
like
the black night.”
There is a sense throughout these poems of a search for
truth, for an unflinching gaze at what is to come. Yet there is something
extremely soothing about them. There is truth, it is honest, and yet truth is
barely reachable. It takes whole poems to find even a glimmer of it. Glück does
not fall into cliché, she exposes cliché; she exposes it in a way that reminds
us how cliché, how routine and ‘words of comfort’ are used to anaesthetise us
to the truth. Though Glück may not find truth in her poems, she exposes reason
and she offers us a glimmer of understanding into what it means to approach
death.
There are two many poems that have meaning to me to quote
them all here. I could quote 90% of the book, reciting them by heart like a
total fangirl and I guess that’s what I am. Glück’s poems are not without their
flaws, and she is a poet, I think, who will not appeal to everyone. She is
sharp, her words are precise, her poems an exercise in stripping away
self-deception. In the course of doing this, she may strip away ours. This is
an exercise not many people are prepared for. Neither am I, but perhaps I first
read this book when I was in the right place, the right frame of mind.
Consequently I can return to it and return to it. The poems never grow old,
they face the abyss of death and try to tell us a kind of truth about it. Which
is what the one poem I will quote in its entirety suggests. This is Averno, the
first part, which I will leave you to enjoy.
“AVERNO
I.
You die when your
spirit dies.
Otherwise, you live.
You may not do a good
job of it, but you go on –
something you have no
choice about.
When I tell this to my
children
they pay no attention.
The old people, they
think –
this is what they
always do:
talk about things no
one can see
to cover up all the
brain cells they’re losing.
They wink at each
other:
listen to the old one,
talking about the spirit
because he can’t remember
anymore the word for chair.
It is terrible to be
alone.
I don’t mean to live
alone –
to be alone, where no one hears you.
I remember the word
for chair.
I want to say – I’m
not interested anymore.
I wake up thinking
you have to prepare.
Soon the spirit will
give up –
all the chairs in the
world won’t help you.
I know what they say
when I’m out of the room.
Should I be seeing
someone, should I be taking
one of the new drugs
for depression.
I can hear them, in
whispers, planning how to divide the cost.
And I want to scream
out
you’re all of you living in a dream.
Bad enough, they
think, to watch me falling apart.
Bad enough without all
this lecturing they get these days
as though I had any
right to this new information.
Well, they have the
same right.
They’re living in a
dream, and I’m preparing
to be a ghost. I want
to shout out
the mist has cleared –
It’s like some new
life:
you have no stake in
the outcome;
you know the outcome.
Think of it: sixty
years sitting in chairs. And now the mortal spirit
seeking so openly, so
fearlessly –
To raise the veil.
To see
what you’re saying goodbye to.”
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